A new mother's endless list of worries...

...from the completely insane to the only borderline neurotic:

1. That I will drop Lucas on the tile on his head.
2. That he will get taken from his bedroom in the night as
it is closer to the front door.
3. That I will trip and fall as I am taking him for a walk
outside in the front carrier.
4. That he has reflux.
5. That he has gas.
6. That I won't hear him crying at night.
7. That he will hurt himself from crying so hard - when Lucas
gets pissed, watch out world!
7. That I will get into a car accident with Lucas in the car.
8. That I will get into a car accident without Lucas in the car.